The way he acts around me, he doesn’t even try to figure out my favorite flowers, be romantic even though I’m a huge romantic and into that.. it just feels like he doesn’t really know me after a decade together and a kid..

I texted him this: “And yes I'm still HURT about the 10 years of waiting.. (even after having a kid together) and STILL ONGOING WAITING. Like are you just wasting my time and you just want to play house without the serious commitment or what Is my time and youth worth nothing to you? Have I been the one chasing you instead, since the beginning and you weren't that into us? Have I just been the one putting in effort every anniversary (cute post its, small surprises, little meaningful notes, etc), .. even though you KNOW I'm a huge romantic, even 10 years in, romance, where..? Did you just not want to be with me since the beginning because you should have made that clear and not wasted my time.. I told you I was dating for marriage but I went against everything and stayed and had a kid with you. Did you ever think oh shit I did her dirty, even now, a decade in and even after I gave us a baby.. “

I’m at a breaking point.