I’m 21f I’m mainly scared of having herpes, since condoms don’t fully protect you from it. So I’ve only had sex once because of this. Problem is I have a HIGH sex drive and now lately it’s been worse. I’m constantly horny and I went over this guys house last night and we kissed and grinded and all I wanted was to have his dick deep inside me, I wanna be filled so bad but my fear of having an std gets in the way. Now I’m left horny and all i can do is finger myself, but it’s not satisfying me I need to be fucked. What can I do? I would ask him to get tested but that means I have to get tested too and I’m scared I might have it but not know it, if I had it I would prob be suicidal bc I’m not in the right mental state to handle that.