I’m chronically single. Single, and a virgin. These facts mean little to me, I’d be a terrible partner anyway.

But anyway. The idea of mutualistic sex acts appeal to me, but at the same time turns my stomach. (Sex done together) This as an idea seems nice, but something about it makes me so uncomfortable. Perhaps the intimacy of it. On my side of things, I mean. I’d be comfortable with my partner being fully naked. I’d gladly give them oral, no matter what hardware they have. I’d even peg them if they want.

Just nothing with me. No penetration. No oral to me. No touching my body.

Is that strange? Is that a dealbreaker?

I don’t even have trauma or anything. I’d never been sexually assaulted. Not even harassed. There’s no real reason for me to feel like this. So. Idk.