25F. All my life, I have never really been interested in porn. I would strictly watch Hentai because other porn didn’t illicit a reaction.

Recently I stumbled across things called ‘Creature Cocks’ and it peeked my interest. I realized I actually enjoy watching porn if it consists of crazy dildos. I feel kind of weird about it because I’m heterosexual and watching women masturbate but I don’t really look at their face. I’m not sure why watching a woman masturbate is harder for me than Hentai.

Anyway, there was a promo going for one of my favorite sites where you got a creature styled cock for free. I tried it out, and I’ve always found penetration toys rather boring but I loved that.

I guess I have two questions. One, if anyone has any recommendations on creature toys that are quite bumpy/ridged…

And two, I want to have my partner use it on my but I’m nervous of judgement. I’m honest with men that I’m a size queen but I didn’t realize it was never actually about penis size but ridiculous expectations to simulate Hentai monsters. I’m afraid if I ask a man to use it, he will be intimidated by its size and design and possibly feel less attracted to me thinking he can’t satisfy me? My current partner is a tad shy on his size sexually even though his size is completely pleasurable. He’s open to using toys in general but I haven’t really shown him what kind of creature stuff I’m into or my other dildos, all of which are in the 8-10” range. He’s used toys on people before, but never any larger than he himself is.

For the couples that implemented large toys, did it ever create a rift or anything in the relationship?

For the women who like creature cocks, is this actually accepted by men or are we looked at as mostly weird?