F24 here. I have talked (sexted) a lot with people on this platform. Don't really do it anymore as it has proven to be kind of repetitive and boring. But besides the point ‐ I have several toys and dildos so have "experience" in penetration. I also have an online fwb sort of of relationship we have both maintained for just over 2 years.

But to the point. I have downloaded and deleted and re-download tinder at least 3 times without taking any of it very seriously. But lately I have been seriously considering doing some of the nsfw things I have talked about online, in real life. Maybe not even so far as my v card being taken but at least maybe a handjob or blowjob or some fingering and makout sessions.

I think a turning point for me was the fact that I just turned 24, I do still live with family while going to school, and I grew up with severe anxiety about trying to not disappoint my family (my sister was very sexual and as such tried to stay away from things of a sexual nature - basically tried to be her poor opposite in every way) but now that I have been thinking about it - my v card is my own. It is ans has always been up to me. Not my mom. Not my dad. Not anybody else's but my own. It's my choice to live my life the way I choose.

But if I decide to do this - where are some locations I could go with my date so we could have some privacy since I am not able to go home? What are some things I should know to practice safe sex or safe sex practices? I can't talk to my mom about this as she is a child of the 60s and thinks that anything outside of marriage is bad.