Pretty much in short I wanted to confess and ask for any advice or help, I'm somewhat frustrated depressed sad by it I don't even know. Im pretty young 21yo, though I have already problems with keeping my erection and even bigger problem getting to orgasm with stimulation from my partner. I take tadalafil as I had often troubles keeping erection now it's somewhat better, though I can't by any mean reach orgasm during either penetration oral handjob anything. It's not that I don't like it, I love everything my partner does I find her hot af and everything she does is best, I feel pleasure normally and love sex with her but for whatever reason I can't even get close to orgasm other than masturbating by myself. Often it looks like this: foreplay, long sex and after she's done and too tired instead of penetration I start masturbating and rubbing against her which still takes good few minutes to reach orgasm, but by that time she somewhat feels bored and I feel really fucking awful about this, often I just go to the toilet to finish myself off but that doesn't feel the same. For 3 years active sex life there was only once I think that I orgasmed during penetration but it was pretty rough sex and I was at limit of my endurance and couldn't achieve it again ever. I think i tried most i could, stopped watching porn, tried edging and denying my orgasm only allowing one with partner which still didn't help only made me more frustrated, tried to not masturbate at all, all kinds of things with partner different techniques dirty talk and stuff. Nothing seems to help me, I feel so awful about this and I don't even have money this month for sex doctor. I need help please..