my partner has a pretty large penis. he’s around 7.5 inches and very girthy too. i think he’s a great partner and he’s very respectful of my boundaries and things go at my pace and i really appreciate it, he’s probably one of the best partners i’ve had so far. our foreplay normally lasts around an hour? we do lots of kissing, fingering and he normally goes down on me before we have sex. so i have a few orgasms before we do anything and we take our time too. and we use lube too! a lot! and i always feel like im ready but when we have sex it’s SO painful. i feel like my vagina is being ripped apart and im so surprised i haven’t bled.

i guess im okay with it because he can make me orgasm from other stuff so the sex is mainly for him but i do really wish i could enjoy it. i don’t feel obligated to have PIV sex with him, i WANT to have it. but i just want to finally enjoy it! i mean there are times when it feels good but thats pretty rare.

the thing that’s really weird is that i have a dildo that’s almost as big as him but i can take it almost all the way and i rarely struggle with it, but i struggle with him? maybe the next time me and him have sex i’ll position myself on his dick like i do my dildo?

the positions were normally do are missionary, from the back or im on top. but they’ve all been pretty bad. there was one time we had sex and i enjoyed it and he was fucking me from the back but it’s never felt good since then! are there any positions where i won’t be taking much? or will feel better for me?