Please don't make fun of me. I 23M stayed celibate for a few years because I thought I need to save myself for my future wife. I don't care about that anymore, but I still am fine without sex

A girl wants to be my exclusive fwb and it's a dream come true, but at the same time I'm super nervous about it and I want to just stay celibate and comfortable

PLEASE DONT MAKE FUN OF ME 'm just worried about a few random things:

• First and foremost, what if I feel immense guilt for breaking my celibacy

• What if she's a weirdo and tries to pressure / force me into a relationship

• She's clean but what if I get an std that could be dangerous 😭

• I have a routine I need to follow. I like to get home by a certain time. What if she keeps pressuring me to stay over and my social anxiety doesn't let me leave or something

This is so weird, why am I freaking out over something so great

But I guess you can understand since I've been celibate by choice for years, this is literally a new experience for me

I am NOT a virgin