So I've (20F) got a big sex toy collection, specifically with a lot of dildos. I love to suck on them, and almost solo foreplay with them when I'm just watching movies or lying in bed before sleeping (maybe while reading a book).

I like to practice giving head with them, and find it pretty arousing to explore different..'styles' I guess; sloppy, wet, deep, playful, etc. Now, over the years of doing it I've found that I can get caught up, and start to moan/gag a little, or just like..get into I guess? So:

Honestly, would this be too weird to do in front of a partner? If they just got home and found me getting like that with a dildo while I was lounging about? I'm wondering if I should try to quit the habit, won't lie :(