i’m 20F, i’ve never had a ‘boyfriend’ but i’ve been in a little ‘situationship’ i lost my virginity when i was 16 to that situationship guy, then when i was 18 i hooked up with this one guy once, those were the only 2 guys i slept with in the past 4 years

now im 20, and in 2024 i’ve slept with 6 more people, and im noticing that i really have no fucking clue what i’m doing, i never know where to put my hands, what to say, how to act sexy, dirty talk, the guys im hooking up with ask me what im into and i have no idea what to say, worst of it all is most of the men im sleeping with assume im like a slut (wish i was lol don’t mean that in a rude way) which makes me so much more insecure cuz their expecting this experienced sex machine n then once the deed is happening im sure they realize im just clueless or a bad fuck in general

which i don’t think im a bad lay, i know i could be better but ive never gotten a bad review and guys say im phenomenal at giving top, i just want to understand sex more and i don’t know where to start🤷‍♀️