God I love him, and I just want him to be happy. But I found him looking for a man to dominate him, saying he wants to be a “sissy boy”. We are both in our 30s, and have been together for 5 years. We are very sexual and have always explored new things with each other. I have a CNC kink that we don’t play into really because it’s a bit much, and that’s fine for me. But this… I don’t know… there is something about it that is kind of turning me off… and I haven’t said that about anything that he has said or done before. Something about my man being another man’s bitch makes me feel inadequate as a woman. We have always had an incredible sexual connection.. but this makes me realize there are so many ways I’ll never be able to satisfy him. I don’t know what to do… obviously I know it’s okay to say no to certain things, but it’s not the same thing as my kinks, i wouldn’t ever go looking for someone to explore CNC with.. to me, it’s not a big deal at all, but I know he wants a man to dominate him badly. I keep catching him jerk off to fem boys transgender people. He even told me once that he cheated on me at the gym, jerking a guy off in the locker room. I’ve never felt this way towards him. Am I just jealous that I’ll never have a big cock to please him with?? We have tried pegging but only a couple times, I just know I’ll never be enough for him and it’s tearing me apart. I genuinely want what’s best for him… what if I’m holding him back from being truly happy and free?? God, I don’t know what to do. Please.. someone give me advice…