I have been dating my boyfriend for two years, he is 30(M) and I am 22(F) we have had several conversations about our past and he tells me that he was a bad boyfriend and a fuck boy, and that he was addicted to sex when he was young. He had about 14-25 years old, he has had threesomes and many sexual experiences that he doesn't feel bad telling me about, in fact he remembers almost most of them, plus his body count is around 100, while my body count is 4 including him, I never had sex with anyone other than my ex-boyfriends, I never had sex just for fun, I consider myself a demisexual person (i.e. only intimacy with connection) I also don't like sleeping with people because I feel like they give me all their bad energies and vibes.

but at the same time I feel jealous of girls around my age who have experienced sex with multiple guys. Anyway everything is going well with him, I just feel bad for not having experienced various things with my body in the past, he wants to live with me next year but I want to try sex with more people before getting married or getting serious. . .

I love him a lot but 9 months ago I found him sexting messages with his ex-girlfriend so cheating doesn't make me feel so bad, I only see him from Friday to Monday, so it could be easy for me.

TBH , I don't know what to do, has anyone been in the same situation??