I (19f) have never cummed without rubbing my clit. Iv been masturbating for many years now probably since I was 10 or 13 and I don’t know if that where I fuxked up but iv only ever reached an orgasm through clit play. I used to try and insert fingers and different objects but nothing did it like rubbing the clit. Now being in relationships it’s super frustrating that I can’t cum. My boyfriend does a great job pounding it in. We have great foreplay and he try’s his best every time and prioritizes me but it does nothing. Another problem I have is porn! Since the age of 13 iv been watching porn only to masturbate and I can’t seem to cum without it which I think is maybe my issue. I find myself being distracted my other things during sex whether it be how I look or something on the wall or a pain I’m feeling in the moment. Does anyone experience this and anything we can do to try and help this. I would love to experience being able to cum more especially while he’s inside fucking and I want him to experience the feeling to. Thank you