So if you look at my other posts, you’ll know I haven’t had an orgasm with my husband. We’ve been together 6 years. At first I thought something was wrong with me as I have only gotten off once with my ex. But once I started masturbating, I can get myself there in 5-10 minutes. My husband is very selfish in bed with no foreplay for myself. We have sex once a month maybe twice. Recently I’ve been resenting him due to him not working, sleeping all day and staying up all night on games, not helping with kids or the house. It’s hard to find him attractive at the moment. So I’ve been reading smut and watching porn on twitter. It’s getting me horny and in the mood but when I think about going to my husband, it feels like a lot of work so I just do it myself but it leaves me wanting something else. Is that normal?