Warning, I do go quite graphic (sorry). I'm more just concerned that it means I have some kind of bladder issue or will gross potential partners out.

So, being completely transparent here: I have lots of liquid that builds up inside me when I'm aroused. I can be just touching my clit, and even then sometimes if I absentmindedly flex a muscle or get really into it, some clear liquid comes out. Like a spurt, but I'm unsure where it comes from (sometimes it seems like the urethra, other times the vaginal opening itself).

But I've also found that when I'm using a dildo, from pretty much the moment of insertion I spurt like crazy—it may briefly stop, but usually like a tiny syringe-like amount spurts out onto the toy, and as I get more into it it continues and gets more intense/fast/pressurised. I should mention: it's not urine. It seems like a mix of urine-lube-like liquid, but has the scent of usual discharge.

I'm more concerned about how this could come across to other partners, as it doesn't stop at all. It's not like a little extra, it just continually spurts until I've come/I stop. It also goes in all directions sometimes, like I can't control it; I'm worried that being so messy will gross out a partner or make it a chore to have sex with me. Am I overthinking it? What is it?