I 36f and my bf 46m haven't had intercourse or much of anything in over 3 years maybe 4 who knows. So back story my bf has had some health problems which does affect his ability and want to have sex. Also, in the beginning, I was still healing from an abusive relationship and really didn't have the urge to have sex. At the beginning of my current relationship, it actually helped us of to find other ways to handle things and communicate. We would spend time together and talk, but over the last few years, we have just grown so distant and my sexual appetite has increased and my interest also. I want to try things and experience new things. I have tried time and time again to talk him to him, but he shuts down and shuts me out. I think about sex all the damn time. I handle my “business” fine on my own lol but that only touches like 25% of the need I feel. I really feel like it is also starting to affect how I feel about myself. I don't feel sexy or confident. I love him I really do, but I don't want to look back in my life wishing I could have had more experiences. Am I wrong to want more?