I love sex, porn and everything about it. I love taboo. My husband and I have had a couple 3somes with girls. It is always my idea and I make it happen. He fucks me and her, and her and I go at it too. I love girls, they are sexy!! And... my man is so sexy...I love watching him do other girls. Turns me on more than anything. But....for a few days after, I feel .... not sure I can explain it...just weird, almost like I'm upset. I picture it vividly in my head for those few days. And still turns me on but almost makes me feel "bad". And I honestly don't know why and can't figure it out. After those few days of being "down or weird about it", then I'm fine. And can't stop getting turned on when I think about it. I love sharing my man who is magnificent with his tongue AND D. Help me figure out why I get upset for those few days after. I don't think he is going to leave me for someone else. Maybe my insecurities just get the best of me for a moment? Idk but I won't stop because I love it.