Not really about sex but I’m finally exploring my sexual side like what kinks I’m into and why and how they play into each other (w little guilt) and trying to get to know myself more and the more I accept/try to get comfortable w myself the more I find out and it’s sometimes a lil surprising a little scary, it’s a journey trying to know myself sexually after being in a space where sexual things for women were shamed upon (I grew up Christian and old fashioned old school rules when it came to women even my first school was catholic but I’m an adult now 21 and want to unlearn the things forced on me growing up) if anyone else struggles w the same thing pls give advice below I still feel stings of shame, doubt, and guilt that gets in my way from my upbringing I’m not even Christian any more and no contact w my mother who drilled these things into me but it still lingers it feels awful. It’s both empowering and scary.