I haven't had sex or done anything beside kissing. SO I was curious and decided to purchase a discrete vibrator makeup brush and then a rose toy (because of all the hype it has on TikTok.) Omg I was so let down... The vibrator didn't make me feel anything and only made my hand numb. And the rose, didn't feel anything but made me sore and hurt. I want to throw them away in the trash. I really felt like crying after thinking maybe there is something wrong with me. "why can't I be like others who said it worked" I tried them again and again trying to see if they worked but no. I tried maybe 30 minutes trying to see if I felt anything and now. I just ended up touching myself with my hand how I usually do and that works . Now I am thinking, maybe there is something wrong with me because everyone raves about them. When I have sex maybe I won't be able to orgasm.

Are there any good quality toys for someone inexperienced like me? I don't want penetration but something for the clitoris.