I will preface this by saying that I am a virgin. Both my best friend and her boyfriend have explored their sexual sides with each other, but neither of them have had traditional sex/intercourse. I am looking to share my first real sexual experience with them because I trust my best friend in a way that I haven’t anybody before. That said, she’s been flirty with me in the past. She met her boyfriend 6 months ago and they started dating a month later. I’ve known her for 3 years. I respect that they have been exploring themselves sexually, and believed that it’s been purely out of love… up until recently. She called me one night and in our discussion, she mentioned that they were going to try BDSM. To me, that practice doesn’t mean love. It’s lust and pure fun. Which triggered my sexual frustration. I’ve been wanting to do something with somebody I trust dearly, for a while now. I’ve fantasized about doing something with her and her boyfriend, because I don’t wish for her to be unfaithful. I don’t believe I want to go so far either. If I could mutually masturbate with them, that’d be good enough for me. I just want something. I want to share my pleasure with them. So I think because I’ve learned of this BDSM length they’re going to, it makes me wonder if they’d be interested in letting me join in on their fun. We’re all really good friends with each other. I was wondering if the question might be worth asking at all. I’m ok if they say no, but I don’t want it to make things awkward, because I’m mainly curious. Would it be wise to bring it up? Or should I keep this to myself?