So I’ve had threesomes in the past with an ex of mine (MMF) and really enjoyed them. I’ve been with this girl for nearly 2 years now, I’m really serious about her, and we have great chemistry, generally and inside the bedroom! To the point she says I’m the best she’s been with, likewise I’d say the same about her. I recently told her about my kink of sharing my partner and getting off to the idea of her sucking someone off and getting railed by them. Now generally most people think you’re a weirdo for this, but she was pretty accepting. She wasn’t quite down for it, but we incorporated it into our dirty talk in the bedroom. Recently I brought it up to her again as I’ve been having a lot of urges to actually share her beyond some dirty talk in the bedroom and she’s been open to it, she says she may love it, or, hate me after for it. But she’s down to try. She may be my wife in a years time, do I risk it for the biscuit and do the threesome or do I leave it and take no chances of losing her (she is incredible in every way).

She’s coming down to London start of March and asked me find someone by then so we can do it. On one hand Im so excited and on the other I’m scared shitless. What do I do?