Im lost. genuinely i don't know what to do or how to fix myself but i can never apply myself im a lazy bum that games all day. i don't have a drivers license and i barely go to work. i have no money management skills and i dropped out of college. i constantly say i will do things and i never do i said i would go to a trade and look at stuff but that was 6 months ago. ive vented to people before and i say i will take their advice but i never do. its always the same and i think the worst of it is i know i need to change but i just dont. i dont ever push myself to where i need to be. i want to improve but i dont think i will ever make myself do it. its an endless battle with my self and im loosing. i feel like a nobody just some average person im not smart, i dont have a good personality, im boring, im not gonna make change. and here i am now asking the internet for advice that i probably will not take.. i want to change i really do. i feel like im a lost cause maybe i will be useful in the military. might actually have a purpose there.