I’ve been in a bad place for a long time and even made a plan and bought all the things for it but I got worried it wouldn’t work and told my parents and gave it to them, that was yesterday and today I’m in the hospital getting myself admitted into the mental health. I’ve needed help and was fighting it for a long time and now I’m ready to get it, I hope this encourages anyone who is really struggling or hasn’t noticed how bad things really are, you can get help and things can get better

Edit~~~~ got out a couple days ago on new meds and discovered issues I was unaware of until getting on the new meds. Everything is going well, I’m still struggling with moving on when I love my ex so much and dealing with all the stress that I’m under right now but I’m doing better mentally and able to handle the situations better. Thank you for all of the support and I hope the best for all of you!