25m it’s been almost 2 months since the breakup. she was the best thing that ever happened to me and now i don’t know if she would care if i died. I’m trying to move on with my life, i’ve been trying to meditate and distract myself. I’ve been watching videos on how to improve my situation in life and honestly nothing helps or makes me feel any better. I am incapable of thinking of anything other than her and I was to kill myself everyday. I know my happiness should not depend on another person but she was the best thing that ever happened to me and my life is shit now while she is probably living her dream. I would do anything to just die already