Hello all!

I recently found out my fiancée is pregnant with our first child. She has PCOS and we have been trying since 2018 but we finally conceived. She’s just over 8 weeks.

Upon discovering this I was/am dealing with a testicular cancer scare (appointment on 9/22 to get screened for testicular cancer).

I stopped using nicotine of any kind back in June, I stopped drinking alcohol back in June and now on Sunday 9/10 I also quit THC of any kind. I’m currently going through some THC withdrawal symptoms. Very minor stomach issues, irritability, night sweats, absolutely no appetite, and the MOST VIVID dreams I’ve ever experienced.

I’m praying I only have a vericocele or epididymitis or something minor (see my post history, maybe you have input).

I am doing everything I can to be here for our future child but to be completely honest, I am terrified. I used THC and nicotine to control my anxiety which is through the roof now, especially with the cancer scare and my fiancée being pregnant.

I absolutely couldn’t be happier that we’ll be welcoming our first child. Any advice, tips, input? I truly could use some help, my mental health is spiraling over this cancer scare.

Thank you all for your time and consideration.