I have never had a high sense of self-worth, which probably has to do a lot with my upbringing. That said, I have never felt so low. I am a 26 yr old female. Time has gone by so fast and is only moving faster. I am not particularly good-looking and have no redeeming qualities in my personality. Being a good person matters above all, but I can’t help but feel bad when I look around me and am genetically inferior. No matter who I am, the hot girl is always going to come out on top it seems. What prompted posting this is I accidentally clicked a NSFW link in some comments, not knowing what it meant. It was pornographic and made my self-esteem move down a few more notches. I actually started crying, which goes to show how painfully deep this runs. As I continue to age, I would like to find ways to feel beautiful inside and out. I also don’t want to keep comparing myself to other women, especially younger ones.