Why do I feel like I've put my all into getting to know someone? I always end up ruining things. I'm such a people pleaser; you do one favor for someone and now they expect everything from you. Friendship shouldn't make you feel alone, and a true friend won't judge you. If I have doubts about a person, it always ends up being right. This time, I don’t think this will work. I don't want to lead this on and end up hurting myself. I've always wanted friends, but I don't know how to keep them. I've felt different my entire life. Why is it hard to find someone you truly like, or someone you don’t find annoying? I guess I'm the problem. I must learn to be alone and love myself. In life, you live and learn. That's exactly what I'm doing right now. One day, I hope I find a friend I really like who truly understands me, because I feel misunderstood a lot of the time.