I (18m) have been clean for maybe 3 months and before that it was 6 months, i just cant get it down. I dont even have people who would give a fuck, the people i work with wont see my ribcage. And i always wear a shirt around the house, i dont get it, I’m mad at myself, mad at the people at work who are utter asses to me. I’m tired of my parents not treating me like a human. I cant forgive myself for something i did 2 years ago. It just feels like my life is tumbling down, amd i dont know why, i have the things everyone else needs to be successful, i graduated high school, i make decent money from my two jobs(one of which i love more than anything) and the other just keeps me out of the house. What the fuck is happening