Why can’t I do this?

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I know it’s bad to do but I can’t help it and Im at a point where I don’t really see why I need to stop; I’ve already fucked up my body. Recently, however, I can’t bring myself to it because of the pain, it can take hours before I actually get myself to commit the act. Eventually the moment ends up passing which should be a good thing but I get upset at myself and feel like I failed at punishing myself, leaving me dissatisfied and angry at myself. Right now I can’t stay clean but half the time I can’t even hurt myself and I hate it.

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