I wish I could find a job I really love. I care more about that than finding love at this point. I haven’t been successful in doing either. It really doesn’t help that all of my coworkers are just THE most negative people I’ve ever met. Yelling and screaming and ranting even at the slightest mistake. It makes me feel awful and it keeps me up. You’d think I could just tell myself “well they’re just mean people who maybe are going through a lot, maybe they don’t mean it” but no, they never apologize or ever say anything positive or nice or even helpful really. I just really wish and hope I can find a job where I can use my creativity. I can’t draw very well but I think I can write quite decently. I’m not trying to boast please believe me. I would love to be able to write novels and screenplay and manga. I have so many ideas that I’d love to share ranging from horror to action or comedy somewhat. But maybe it’s just not meant to be. If you’ve read this thank you, I hope you are happier than I. Whatever you struggle with I hope and pray that you’ll find what you’re looking for in life.