Im part if the IB program at my school and I like it and I look forward to those classes every day but because of my depression and everything wrong with me my grades are shitty and I’m being told that I cant continue in the program. Im being told to go to regular courses because I can’t keep up with the work and they won’t allow me to take any other classes. That sucks because as terrible and shitty as it may seem I’ve been conditioned to think that anything less than those classes makes me stupid despite me knowing smart people in other classes. On top of that there trying to convince me to go into this “new beginnings” program which is just a glorified special ed class and I can’t do that, its sounds like hell. Normal classes are going to be boring and This is just so much. I’ve dreamed of getting the IB diploma for 7 years and being told that they won’t allow me to has crushes me. I can’t continue on. I just broke my two week streak because of this and I’m considering worse things.