This is half rant half discussion. I am interested in what is going on in your life but I really need to just talk right now beause um am not one to normally express myself. So in the past I cut because I was stressed and never had someone to talk to about my problems. So to start. I was elected as treasurer of my fraternity back in November 2015. I was trying to become this originally so no prob on my end. Then, this past may we suspendedo the secretary from the fraternity(somewhat normal but we needed someone to fill this position.) This was put on me back in june, though I thoughthink nothing of it at the time (which I really should have declined straight off) i accepted. I should have declined because I had a shitty last semester and got put on academic suspension. I just now (30 min ago) told the rest of the eboard that I don't think I would be best for the position. I suggested my two roommates as replacement's because I could still guide them if need be. I was really really excited to be two positions in my fraternity but I'm upset knowing that I wouldn't be the best if u accepted both at once.