Question:

Ive been doing sh a long time now. Recently its been everyday and the last couplenof days its been really deep too, well for me atleast. I know I lose blood and that but its not a whole lot, Rhen why do I suddently feel like im freezing moments after. For context im so hot rn (literaly and figuratly ha ha...) yet i wanna hide my self in a blanket.

Rants:

As a pointless unrelayed side rant, this shit have been so unbarable recently im always in angsiety attacks and I feel so numb nothing seams to matter, im trying so hard to cope and just survived everyday as it comes but its so hard. Ive recently been in a mental hospital too. And it hasnt changed anything. Its just a haze, a gloom. I also lost my fp so uh yeah im not that motivated to do anything.

Second rant. Its so hot outside i physics can not whear a jacket like i normaly do. My scars are exposed when im at uni and I feel the starts, not only is humiliating that I have to retade a year but everyone looks at me like im a freak. Guess im not getting friends this year.

ANYWAYS thanks for listening to my dumb ass Ted talk. Please spam me your critisims and Istg do not send me a dm out of the blue. I always get someone trying to be a hero