My cuts were only on the epidermis and like basically scratches and the earliest ones are from this summer, like june july-ish. I was using a super super thin blade from the dollar store so there are little line indents where the cuts were and i know those wont go away, but what about the red marks? They haven't really faded much and I use scar cream often but I'm really scared, because the thing I used to cut with didn't scar at all and I got overzealous when I relapsed thinking it wouldn't scar. I haven't self harmed in over a week now and I don't want to ever again because it's too painful, but my actual cuts are healed. My left arm is just a mess of paper thin pink lines and it freaks me out so much because I get triggered just seeing them. Will the scars ever go away? I'm scared of it interfering with my life in the future.