Life just keeps fucking me over tbh, I legitimately have no one in my life, my family hates me and I can’t find a boyfriend to save my life, if my family hating me isn’t enough random guys on the internet hate me because I’m plus sized, and like I know I need to be healthy and all the bs people like to lecture fat people about and it’s like I fucking know dude I’m actively trying to lose weight, but it’s not an overnight thing ya know. I’m so tired of shitty men. Also for my family it feels like nothing I ever do is good enough, I am starting a new job at ups like next week and they are already making bets about how long I will last there, all these old fuckers assume its laziness and it’s like I have severe depression, I’m sorry I can’t just “get over it” like everyone suggests. I’m trying so fucking hard to stay alive and keep fighting but I’m getting tired of the bullshit to be fully honest, and I’m getting closer to my breaking point everyday. Sorry for ranting but I legitimately have no one to talk to.