my boyfriend of three years dumped me awhile ago and i know for a fact part of it is befauee i started cutting again. the worst part is he was always my biggest supporter. when myfriends would judge me or tell me to 'just stop' he would tell me he understood it wasn't that easy, that healing isn't linear and that my scars were part of why he loved me and thought i was so beautiful because it told my story and showed how much i've been through. who will ever say that to me again? how could he say all that and then leave merely days after? i don't understand i don't get it i don't think i ever will i'm so hurt and i don't see any way of escaping this feeling and pain