so i've been cutting for a couple years now, was sober for 2, relapsed like 3 or 4 months ago. i feel into it hard, been doing a lot of cuts on my thighs. one day i was really angry at myself, and i ended up slashing my arms for the first time. i cut rlly deep, close to the fat layer. ive been covering the wounds with a bandage roll (ran out) and its been 3 or 4 days. i initially had it covered with makeshift bandages made from a cotton shirt, then switched to a bandage roll. everytime i swap the bandages out daily, they stick to the scabbing on the wounds and end up ripping off the scabbing when i swap them. is there a better bandaging or way to treat it so it closes quickly? i cant go to the hospital.