My best friend, the love of my life, my future wife last night told me she couldn’t marry me anymore. She doesn’t feel the fire anymore. That she felt more like roommate then someone’s fiancé. I feel like shit. Looking back now, I missed so many signs and didn’t do anything. I brushed it off as “we are both super busy with work” and summer will give us time to plan our wedding, buy a house and start our lives together. I fucked it all up. I didn’t give her the attention she needed. I was too comfortable and not caring enough. I’m so scared and I don’t have my best friend to tell me everything will be okay. I miss her.

I don’t know if this is the right sub for this, but I needed to get it out.