I was away on a trip, got home this evening, and realized that my apartment was broken into. I've talked to the police already.
It's 3am. I can't sleep. I have anxiety problems and this incident is validating my previous irrational anxieties about not feeling safe here. My laptop is stolen. It has photos of me, access to my Facebook and email, everything. My backpack is gone. My uncle bought that for me - its very important to me. My checkbook is in my bag. I have documents from work in my bag. They touched my stuff. They took something very precious to me: my security.
I want to be able to sleep. I want to wake up for work tomorrow well rested but I know that won't happen. I've been obsessively following Craigslist and Facebook to find someone selling my stuff. I feel so violated.