I find myself when I’m lonely, scrolling through my photos and then there you are. Pictures of us, happy and enjoying our time together . I can’t help but look over and over at pictures of you. It will be a year in July since you ended our 5 year relationship. There are moments when I’m still in disbelief that I will never speak to you or see you in person again. I know that I’m the one that fucked up but I did love you. I really did. I miss you Todd. Our memories that we made together , those are mine and I’m just not ready to forget them yet. I know you’ve moved, and you have a new girlfriend. I hope you’re happy now. I’m sorry.