I’m a 24M that’s been going through it lately. To be brief a little bit, I love love and just bringing joy. That being said i’m not just some hippie going around doing shit and I have tons of different interests etc. But i’m getting so tired of it. I love seeing real human connection and happiness and I love seeing my friends succeed and be happy and find true joy in work and their relationships. I love just bringing a smile to a strangers face bc the world is so cruel and there is no reason to be a bitch all the time. The main problem i’m having is feeling as though I will never have that deep soulful connection with someone and just share my every being with. I’ve been single for about 3 years and girl recently made me rethink what i thought a connection was and she’s so amazing but she so flaky and that just a whole other thing. But it has me thinking lately and i’m perfectly content being single and I love my life but it feels like i’m just missing that piece. It sucks so much bc when i feel, i feel so deeply and show so much effort but women just say i treat them so amazing and it’s nothing like they have felt but turn around and leave. And I know being “too nice” is a thing but i don’t feel as though im being that. I just show that i genuinely care and listen to them and i guess it is scary. I just don’t know if i’ll find someone that just desires me and loves me for me.