I met this girl awhile ago and it was supposed to be like a hookup thing. But we didn’t do it then, and just kind of became friends instead lol. I just wasn’t ready at the time.

Now I have that opportunity again with her, but I don’t know if I should. I mean I definitely want to lol. I’m really craving intimacy in general. Just to feel close to someone, not sex necessarily.

I’m the kind of person that wants to have sex with someone I really love and care about, and in a relationship with.

So I believe if I did it I might really regret it not happening in a more special context. Maybe I might feel used as well, but again I really do want to XD.

Im 22 btw, almost 23.