I’ve gotten to a point where I’m just very jaded with dating. It’s so unlike me. I’ve always wanted to share my life with someone and find my forever. I love love and was extremely passionate about finding real love.

But after so many years of disappointments I feel jaded now. And it makes me so sad. That passion is just not there right now. I recently met a girl that I really liked and I realized how drained I was inside. I couldn’t give her all of me. I feel like I have nothing left to give.

So I let her go and I’m pretty sad about it. I genuinely have no interest in finding someone new now, I never thought I would ever think that! lol.

Now I’m going to focus on healing, and leveling up in life lol. I have so many plans that I have procrastinated that I’m about to go full steam ahead on. I’ll be with the right person at the right time. She’ll be here when she’s supposed to be, the passion will be back and it’ll be beautiful.