Several years ago when I was in my lowest depressed state after a 7 year relationship ended with someone else, the woman I’m still in love with came to me in my dreams making me feel like that wasn’t going to be the end. We weren’t close at that point. No more than passerby’s in high school. Time went on and so did our lives. Flash forward to the time I had the dream of her. I reached out on FB to establish a connection, but she was going through a divorce and I was in another state so nothing ever came from it..a few years later I had moved closer to home and we made a connection. I have never felt anything close to how she made me feel. Never wanted kids, but her 4 yo melted me heart and made me want a family. I spent a few mornings with them, Christmas tree and decorations..we had a very short pregnancy and miscarriage, then the mental and emotional distance sat in. We live 300 miles apart. We went out own ways for a few months. She came to visit me recently, and I feel like we had such a good time. Now I’m blocked on all forms of contact and just noticed her FB profile picture with another man and her kid. Clearly she’s moved on, and I truly want her to be happy with all my heart. She deserves it. Why is it seemingly impossible for me to let her go and move on? I’ve tried to date other people, have established a fun FWB situation locally. But all I want is her..how does one move on??