So I have not really approach but I did go out to a bar with my friends to play billiards and talked to 3 women. The first was an Indian woman. I commented on her skirt, introduced myself, and thrn asked if she was busy the next few days to which she said she was so I said it was nice to meet her and have a good night. The second one was African American and I said hi and she ignored me. The third one I danced with and tried to slip my number to but failed. Oh well all in a nights work.

On my way home from work I talked to a woman who was humoring talking to an older gentleman. We chatted a little bit but realized she just wanted to get off the train and so when we got to our stop I told her to have a good day.

I will admit I am feeling less rejected honestly and feeling a tad bit better. I also told myself I should not be so hard on myself as I have done well for my age and I can enjoy life a tad. This relief and wondering where the old me that did X and Y and then promising myself I would do x and y made me feel like I was heard and understood by at least one person, myself. Now I don't feel as bad about this game as I am respecting my needs and wants more and learning to be ok with that, even if it costs some money.