So I have been thinking about this a tad. After finding the boom No More Mr.Nice Guy and trying to apply that my marriage blew up after a year and being together for 3. I realized she displayed a lot of toxic behavior and realize I still need to improve. I am working on my 100 approach journey and I am working out, but honestly I am scared for what the future holds. I wanted to be "traditional" like my sister who has 10 kids. I did not want to dig into the belly of the beast. Now I feel like I can't trust anyone even if I wanted to be in a relationship and want a ons or fwb but can't even do that. I will keep trying but shit is just hard.i am not expecting anything from my journey but just wish I was not thrown back into the belly of the beast. Even foreign countries suck on dating apps and I used to be able to tely on that. I am going to tmaurvive and thrive, but I think it is just taking it one day at a time. Anyone else deal withthis?