So I was not as upfor approaching tonight. I just did not feel that click if that makes sense ( I have went out 3 days in a row). I think I will check out another Latin club next week and take a break from night game for a tad. I only opened 2 women , 1 was after and complimenred her on her dress and asked if she has anything going next weekend and said she is going to be out of town.

I went to a resturant and saw a women making constant eye contact. I aske dif they mind if I sat down. I asked what they had been up to and they stuttered so i wa slike fuck this I will wait for my meal. They offered for me to try a malt beverage and wa snot too pleasent. Honestly I wa snot in the mood for any of this so after a while I thanked them and slipped a note with my number to the girl that was looking at me. I imagine this won't work but I was not in the mood for playing games so I just left. I have shit to do at my place. I hope this does not sound disgruntled just I am not up for that.

Also an older woman grinded on me a tad. That was nice. Also spun her a tad. Did not get many iois at the club unlike last time I went. I went to have fun so was not a bad night. I am a little discouraged but I remind myself this is to teach myself. I am also trying to work on my weight which is doing me no favors (I work out almost every day for 30 minutes). I have had some cute gfs/wife so I know there are certain types of people that go for me I just need to remember it as sometimes I get self concious on my looks. I also might start a facial routine as I need nicer skin. Basically I have been trying to go for a Hank Moody look. I have also gotten a few hit ons from gay guys. I will be honest and say I am bi curuous but I overwhemingly slide more towards being straight so I am not particularly intrested. Matter of fact someone said om"Oh daddy" as I am writing this from a bench. Go figure.

I am down to 83 more approaches. I get that sales the average rstio is 1 to 3 percent and I have been getting intrest from one person on Tinder but she is more ltr material and I am not sure if I am up for that as my ex screwed me and threw me back into the dating game. I am just concerned about the future as it is uncertain. My ex and I have been fwb so not all is bad. I just want to ween myself off mother's milk if that makes sense. Wish me luck as I push on.