So I decided to face my fears and go to a club near by. The last time I went to one I was all in my head and depressed as hell.

So I will summarize what happened. I got approached at the bar by a woman asking me what I am getting. We chatted about that but the conversation got cut short but I did try to dance with her later and nothing came out of it. Still cool. I had another woman kind of did he same. Finally there was a chubby Mexican chick and and we danced a bit but I think she was with someone. I would have slipped my number but her bf/situationship blocked me. He was cool about it but gave me the I am watching you vibe. Was rather funny. Oh ans I think some gay guys hit on me.

I also noticed some guys high fived me randomly. Was intresting.

I am thinking of going in another week as I enjoyed this club and might retry another one. We shall see. Also I am making progress on covid weight and soon I will be making the most progress on weight loss in a while and I hope this will help with day and night approaches. I think therapy weight loss getting my life in order will help with stuff. But anyways I felt night gaming alone was a success compare to the past. Also I will apply this lose attitude to day gaming as well. This stuff is takinng time to calibrate after getting out of a long term relationship.