Recently I have turned 30 and I think I have done everything I wanted in life and almost content with how spent my 20ths , I traveled around the world for 5 years, created start-ups, lived luxurious and Minimalic lifestyles, fall in love once, published a book.

I have been thinking Recently what should be my goals for the next period , in other words, what motivates me, and I think sexual curiosity is the only thing that I have haven't explored fully. I wish to have many sexual experiences and date models.

My life is not perfect at the moment since Coronavirus,and I'm seriously looking for a motivation to push me back to improve my life significantly. I find that sexual curiosity really driving me mad, but at the same time I know that goal won't last once I achieve it.

Sometimes I tell myself having a temporary goal is better than no goal even its just sex.

Any thoughts?