Hey guys I'm m24 5'7 over the few years I manage to hookup with some girls but most of it was with girls I wasn't really attracted too,.I never had been in a relationship which really eats me up especially cause everytime I always see a happy couple whenever I work at my family's restaurant. And im alwaysremind myself of all the times ive been rejected by every girl i confessed my feeling to. Due to this ongoing shitty self image I started to hate myself and even contemplated to end it on a few occasions and actually tried to finish it as well but the the two attwmpts was intervened by my friend.

I recently started to going to gym to try and create a better self image but these negative emotions are not going away. I tried online dating but that's another shit show probably cause of my height and looks, and the fact I'm Indian. I'm now a shut in loser who also stays inside his room I feel like I don't much going for me these days and every day I feel like I'm just lying to myself that things will get better.

I don't know how to improve my social life as I feel like I was always an outcast in that especially in my own community of family friends. I'm already seeing a therapist but I feel like all that was for nothing.

Sp my question is is there a way to start again from scratch and build another social life and get better at dating or should I just give up dating forever and accept I will die alone ?